
Growing beyond midlife pushed me unexpectedly into the realm of looking at the same things with a different accent. Living halfway up the mountain is a different vista than life in the valley, yet the geography is the same. Even now I see the changes in the landscape of language. I can’t be content with content anymore. I can only be content when I contend with the content; wrestle out new perspectives, and capture the essence in a framework of emerging values and overarching love. In other words, I crave meaning. When I was younger, I just did what was required, gathered in what the world offered, and didn’t ponder too much because there wasn’t time. Now requirements mean little, the act of gathering is a choice rather than a challenge, and pondering is a way of life.
Don’t expect grand ponderings. It is the little things in life to be celebrated, questioned, and appreciated. The sunrise or snow on a holly berry are the content of my life that will leave me content in the end. Welcome to a small part of my world and may you find the meaning of content that is right for you at this moment.